hiya dad,,its been a while since ive been here,,but nathan has just turned 18 and god we all got so upset on the night of hs party ,,cos u werent there with us ,,,love u soooooooooo much ,,,and john is havin a lil boy due on 6th january 2012 with sarah ,,,we aint got a first name yet,,but he will be colin williams,,u would be soooo proud !!!thats gonna be a dfficult day again,,,but you will always live on through all your grandchildren ,,and baby williams will always know who you are,,,i swear that ,,miss u more than ever xx